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| Good Morning! I havn't done this in forever. Well I am down to my last semester. My last 4 months. My last five classes. And then I am going to......... I dont think anyone really knows. But that is ok. It's ok, it's fine, it is great, i am willing to say it is even freeing in a way. That is good with me. My semester is buwy with classes and metting and getting work done. I feel as if i am doing more work now than i did in the last for year. A bit scary but all will be ok. I am struggling a little with a feeling of displacement. I am not sure it is a word, but now it is. it is my word. If you care to use it go ahead, i will not charge you. So i have a new semester, with a new apartment, new roomates, new classes, new people, new professors, new job, almost new everything. Kinda scary not gonna lie. But all is well. Ok, this is me right now. Have a good day. | | |
| I was out last week listening to scott and he played this amazing and i was blown away. The lyrics were wow. All I can say is wow. Scott told me it was I still Believe by jeremy camp and honestly i never really listened to him before. But i love this song. It so awsome becasue it all about how the Lord is the only place to go all the time. In good and bad times. And its like no matter what happens you still believe in His faithfulness and His truth and His word. No matter what happens in life good or bad those three things are always going to be the same and that is so powerful. And strengthening to me. In my darkest moment the Lord is alwasy there is catch me when i fall. I just got to seek him with all of me. This past semester has been so eye opening and life changing. A amazing time of challenges and growth.
I Still Believe By: Jeremy Camp
Scattered words and empty thoughts
Seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before
Seems i dont know where to start
But its now i feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain
I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I dont see I still believe
Though the questions still fog up my mind
With promises i still seem to bear
Even when answers slowly unwind
It's my heart I see you prepare
But its now that I feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain
The only place I can go is into your arms
Where I throw to you my feeble prayers in brokeness
I can see that this is your will for me
Help me to know you are near
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| - What's Your Plan Awsome, awsome, awsome, awsome! Should I say it again? Did everybody get it? Life is so amazing! Wow, all i can honestly say sometimes is wow. Life is just so amazing.
Just this semester, my life has been so busy but at the same time so amazing. It awsome becasue God is so amazing and so loving all the time. He is so forgiving and so amazing. I feel like this semester I just have been growing so much. I just feel so motivated to spend time in His word evey day. I can;t get over how amazing it is all the time, every hour of every day. I just veiw everything differently all the time now. Anytime i feel stressed or upset about anything, i just pray. I close my eyes and pray. Prayer is so amazing. I walk around campus and find myself repeating over and over again "God is good all the time, all the time God is good." And it doesnt matter where i am , sometime i am saying it out loud and i dont even realize it. And people look at me but honestly i dont care becasue everyone need to know.
Another thing is that i used to get so wrapped up in my problems and eveyone else problems, but there is really nothing i can do for other people or myself besides pray and ask for God's guidence. And even that within itself is so much more then anything i could ever be humanly possible. So that what i try to do now. | | |
| It's Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for.
Ephians 1:11 The Message | | |
| Today is the second day of the rest of my life.
Prayer is amazing. | | |
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